My 40-day fast - prayers

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A prayer I wrote on Day 3 of my fast:

O Lord, I want to be more aware of Your Presence with me. Please show up in a more tangible way, Lord Jesus,  Holy Spirit, I want to be close to You, sweet Lord.  Please be close to me.

Take my thoughts, reasonings, etc., and get me to a simple place!  Simply resting in Your Presence as I go about my daily routine.

I invite You, my Lord, into all of it!  Where I have kept You at arm's length, I now say I want You closer, in all of it.  Everything!  In every relationship, in my work, in my music, in how I treat You and others, O Lord, take me higher with You!  More with You.  More aware of You!

I feel I am more aware of You during this fast, but not as much as possible.  Not as "cloud 9," but a simple and pure awareness - Your love and joy and peace always around me, with me, in me.

I don't know how else to pray, Lord!  But I just want more of You!  More of You, sweet Lord!  And if this means less of me, so be it.  

That I would live in awareness of Your Presence.

End of my prayer.

When I re-write these words, I can feel how hungry I was for Jesus during my fast.  What a beautiful place to be always.  

I realize that whenever He asks us to give up something - in this case, food - He always gives back more in return.

As we come to the Thanksgiving holiday where food is the "main event," I pray we can all focus on the Provider of the food, the One in Whom our real food and sustenance lies - our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen!

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